Expecting the Unexpected...

On May 16th we had our first ultrasound for what we had no idea would be two angels... on May 18th they gained beautiful wings to Heaven

 The grieving process was hard and I felt as if the world had ended and I was standing among the rubble... 
My tears were the oceans God himself built the world on in just seven days... 

I learned the true meaning of a broken heart and I felt so much hate/confusion and unsettling emotions I'd ever felt

I felt alone...

It was hard to cuddle my own children because the thought of a child or pregnant woman brought me to tears that didn't stop and I made sounds a woman would make if she lost her solider or loved one

Note to self : God always has a plan

On August 12th 2012 the exact same year and not long after losing our precious babies...

God blessed us with life again

To my surprise he sent me a special gift a baby or babies to bring into this world 

Due Date : April 2nd 2013

By LMP : June 26th

lasted till June 29th

pink spotting on July 8th 2012

Also on August 12th we had our first ultrasound 
here it is

In the beginning God created LOVE

Here is a close up 2 tiny circles/dots 

what they are only time will tell

I think 1 is the sac and another is the baby

or its 2 babies again :)

either way we feel very blessed  and happy

HCG LEVEL : CHECKS - UPDATES

August 12th 2012 - 60

August 14th 2012 - 136 -more then doubled

August 17th - 1331 more then tripled :)

August 12th - Put on bed rest / rest no lifting

We have planned a reveal @ 12 weeks for everyone to be informed of our blessing <3