Tick Toc ...

13 more days before my darling princess meets her God Mommy and my childhood best friend. The number 13 reminds me of so much I was 13 when I saw her last, I found out we had the same birthday when I was 13. The plane tickets are bought and pretty soon we will be on our first flight to OR :)

EXCITED isn't the correct word!!!

Today has been a wonderful day I'm an on call Photographer today because a precious baby girl was born today and I'll be taking her first professional pictures <3

I love my job and my inspiration for my job is up beside me eating Cheerios's and giggling at Shreks funny outfit on the television screen.

Back to God Mommy/Best Friend her name is Stacy my whole life she has been there for me but since this blog isn't about me I will say this shes always been there for my daughter as well. <3

My daughter's baby book contains a small sweet message from her <3
that I hope to have always to show her when shes older Stacy really loves my daughter so much and I know when she meets her for the first time she will love her even more.


Our Plans :


Pictures, Pictures and more Pictures ... ;)

Zoo 

Coast

Aquarium

I know were going to have so much fun!!!!

Today I found out about a friends condition she has cancer and needs prayers ;) prayers are a way of showing God we still love him and hopen with everything he can change things we can't. Cancer the name brings back memories in high school instead of wondering if I got an A I wondered if my mother would be around when I got home. Cancer something I'm choosing to protect my princess from at all cost. The silent killer, the early thriller the word nobody ever wants to hear, but sometimes we do...

This girl has been through enough and having this happen opens my eyes even more to the beauty of life..

 Note to self : Life is a blessing

Everyday I wake up I'd like to hold my princess tight kiss her sweet face and then say a prayer for my friend that she can do the same for years to come. Something as precious as life, how can anyone not grasp the amazement God has given us when we say I woke up this morning, I moved my legs, I breathed. Doesn't anyone understand this... love as long as you can as much as you can because our days are numbered we can die in our slumbers

Sweet slumbers the slumbers I watch at night when her chest moves up and down and I know shes still breathing, the constant worry I'll be the mommy without her. Please God if your listening I'd like to be around a long time and have my family there too... The emergency in my heart beat when she stopped the very first time I go back to that night, and I shake. I know you saved her.

Sooo Thank You

I'm reminded so many times a day a week a month... just how important life is and how blessed I am just in case I ever seem to forget.

Life gives you plenty of reason to forget though, flat tires,broken hearts,sickness... and its hard at times to remember we can get through this and we will get through this. So tonight I'm thankful for being restless with a two year old that refuses to sleep. I'm thankful for my headache and all the work I have to do... I'm thankful for hearing  kids movies on the television all night... most of all I'm thankful for Life.