Tiny but so much to love

A tiny heart with 4 chambers legs long and fast with movement ... joyful little face peaceful inside of me ...

another princess we have been blessed so much

 On August 15th, 2011 our 7th year anniversary together my husband and I found out we are having another little girl <3

My heart is filled with so much joy to know shes healthy and God's blessed us again.

September 16th, 2011 - I lay here feeling her kick her name is Aspen Elaine <3 shes named after a sweet angel I'll post more about the meaning of her name soon...

I can feel her legs on my right side and her head on my left shes a big strong baby girl she loves to poke out her foot,butt,hands its amazing being able to feel her and know what was said to be impossible really isn't.

I am pregnant and I'm pregnant with a blessing.

Kora Alyssa is fast asleep I keep staring at her thinking I must of done something right to deserve two beautiful little girls.

I am 23 weeks and 2 days pregnant today :) My husband is surprising me with an ultrasound soon :) I can't wait I'm not sure when he is planning it but I know whenever it is I'll be just as happy to see my little girl again

I bought Koras pre-school items tonight so we can do some things together and I can teach her like my mom taught me about ABC'S, NUMBERS and I want to get her a BIBLE as well so I can teach her about GOD.

I wish I would have blogged sooner I have so much on my mind so much to say Kora has made a new friend she is pretty and kind and her name is Peyton Kora gets really excited about seeing her Pay-Pay :) a little nick name shes started all on her own. Kora's hair is now strawberry blonde and lets not forget to put into this blog she CUT it :/ yikes

I have to say I was so upset I balled, yes I know its just hair but it was a part of her that was gone. I guess its going to take some getting used to she will lose hair as she grows and teeth too so this mommy needs to learn to let go... Do we really have to let go so early in life though.

After a child is born we let go of them kicking us from within. As they grow into a toddler we let go of them at school and an occasional ught oh! with siccorrs to their hair... we let go of the beautiful strands that didn't make it before mommy could see what the sneaky one had planned. We let go of teeth as they fall out for the first time and play tooth fairy so they think they have won a prize... we let go of them slowly as they want to do more and more things alone...

note to self : Sometimes its okay to let go